Tired of wasting my time….
This post is pretty much just a scolding to myself about all the time I have wasted not pursuing my dreams. Not writing my books, not building my single parent non-profit, not building my personal concierge business, not getting fit, not creating this big beautiful life that I continue to envision for myself. Why? Fear and laziness, that’s pretty much what it comes down to. Fear that I can’t do it, not smart enough to do it, God won’t bless me to do it, so laziness comes in because if I can’t do it then why try? I cannot live another day like this, not another day. God’s word says that I can do ALL things through Christ who gives me strength. Not some things, not a few things, not this thing or that thing but ALL things. I must take responsibility for this mediocre lackluster life I have sentenced myself to. The limitations placed on me are placed by my own hands. I am so tired of going around this mountain again, tired of having this same conversation with myself again. Tired of wasting time and not doing anything with this life I have been given. My foremothers and forefathers did a lot more with a lot less, so really what is my excuse? Get your shit together girl.